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and Education A Kabbalistic Approach to Spiritual Growth |
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52 Even
good attributes, already tempered and working at capacity, require further
reinforcement and rectification as expressed by: "Search for peace and
pursue it" (Psalms 34:15). The
Hebrew words for "peace" and "pursuit" themselves hint
to the work specified here. Peace (shalom) has two equally common
definitions--as absence of war and as perfection/completion. Therefore we
are told to search for that which is already perfect, and pursue it. The
Hebrew word for "pursue" (rodef: reish-dalet-pei) contains
the same letters as the word for "separation" (pairud:
pei-reish-dalet). This implies that the object of pursuit is that which
is separate in the sense of not being connected to Torah--that is, any
attribute which remains in its innately positive state, complacent, but
which has not forcefully uplifted to God. This is because those talents and
tendencies that are natural to a person (even when pure) remain separate
from God on some fundamental level if they are not further developed. This
idea is expressed in the Talmud in a story that describes how Rabbi Eliezar
and Rabbi Akiva prayed for rain. First,
Rabbi Eliezar came forward to pray on behalf of the congregation. He said
twenty-four blessings and received no answer. Then Rabbi Akiva took his
place. He barely began a simple prayer when he was answered immediately with
rain. But when the people thought that it was because Rabbi Akiva was
greater than Rabbi Eliezar, a heavenly voice declared, "It is not
because one is greater than the other, but because one transcends his own
nature and the other does not." Rabbi
Eliezar and Rabbi Akiva both struggled desperately and single-mindedly to
raise themselves above the lacks and limitations of their familial
backgrounds (which were equally void of religious training) and to refashion
their characters according to Torah ideals. Yet Rabbi Akiva went a step
further. After achieving the supreme level of distinction of becoming a
Torah giant of the generation, he remained humble. He was still willing to
yield to dissenting opinions when possible, or when a majority of his
colleagues ruled otherwise. Conversely, Rabbi Eliezar was stubborn. He was
unquestionably more brilliant than even the most learned of his peers and so
acquired the trait of always insisting that he was right (which usually,
objectively, he was). Nevertheless he needed to go beyond himself, to humbly
acknowledge that there are often several equally valid approaches to truth,
and to submit gracefully to the majority of the Sanhedrin (the Jewish
Supreme Court). Even though Rabbi Eliezar remained objectively wiser than
Rabbi Akiva, it was the latter's humility as evidenced by his willingness to
concede to other opinions where possible or necessary that, according to the
Talmud, caused his prayer to be immediately answered with rain. He did not
rest upon his intellectual accomplishments but cultivated humility even in
the area of his excellence. Thus,
to "pursue peace" is to sniff out any trace of complacency or
self-satisfaction within that good quality, for that is the point of
separation and independence from God. According to the sages, we should
pursue that which is "out of place," meaning any trait, no matter
how good, that has not been consciously subjugated to God's will. Through
this effort of "pursuit and capture," we return the good to its
proper place within our relationship to God. This, in turn, actually
strengthens and reinforces the positive aspects of that quality, for now it
receives a more direct flow of support from God. The
Talmud teaches that a person's reward is determined by his effort and the
hardship he endures in pursuit of good. "In accordance with the effort
is the reward," and not by any objective standards of accomplishment.
In other words, people with a naturally benevolent disposition, even those
whose generosities have become a legend in their community, must go beyond
the point where it is natural and easy to give, and overcome their
resistance to doing that little bit more. It is from this "effort"
of pushing through resistance that comes the greatest reward, and not in the
many generosities that come naturally, no matter how noteworthy they may be.
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