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Absurd Dreams Are Really (Good)
This year, first Adar begins Tuesday, February 5th and ends on Friday evening, March 8th.
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Rosh Chodesh Adar I, 5768
A Sense of humor
The Book of Formation is the first Kabbalistic text attributed to Abraham
and compiled in its final form by the Tannaic sage, Rabbi Akiva. It enumerates
the 12 months of the year and explains that each corresponds to a Hebrew
letter and a particular sense, or talent, which is controlled by a particular
organ of the body. The month of Adar corresponds to the Hebrew letter ק (pronounced: kof),
its talent is laughter, and the organ that controls this talent is the
spleen. Because the Jewish reckoning of months begins with the month
of Nisan, in the Jewish year, Adar is considered the twelfth and final
month. This means that laughter is the last of all human traits implying
a well-known verse from the chapter on the woman of valor: “She laughs,
awaiting the final days.”1 After
all the ups and downs of the entire year, we enter a month of healthy
and cathartic laughter.
Indeed, laughter is the best medicine and it has the power to turn all
of the pain, misery, and difficulty of the past year into goodness and
joy. At the end of the year, we find ourselves still standing, thank
God, and all of the fears that we harbored in our souls (lest so and
so happen…) are transformed and sweetened by our laughter. This transformation
is alluded to in one of God’s connotations: “the Fear of Isaac,”2 which
literally means “fear [itself] will laugh!” This is the theme of Purim,
the holiday that we celebrate in Adar. On Purim we celebrate how all
the fears of Haman and his planned genocide of the Jewish people were
overturned. The fear turned into laughter. This is why the motto of the
month of Adar is “abound with joy.” When there is but a little amount
of joy, it tends to remain concealed in the heart. But when there is
an abundance of joy, it overflows and is expressed as booming laughter.
Laughter is the best medicine
Because laughter is linked with the ability to turn things around, it
is an important ingredient for health. In fact, its healing potential
is so great that it can cure even the most difficult of maladies. This
link has been recognized since ancient times. In those times medicine
recognized four fluids or humors as conducting the various energies—
psychological and physical—that determine the body’s health:
- White phlegm was identified with the conduction of
joy and spirited behavior.
- Black humor was identified with melancholy and lethargic
behavior
- Green humor (or phlegm) was identified with cravings
and obsessive behavior.
- Red humor (or blood) was identified with anger and
energetic behavior.
Each of the four humors was believed to have a particular controlling
organ in the body. The organ controlling the melancholy and lethargic
influence of the black humor was considered the spleen. Yet, as was noted
above, in Kabbalah, the spleen is considered the controller of the sense
of laughter, indicating that laughter has the power to not only modulate
melancholy but as is revealed in the month of Adar, to completely transform
it into joy. In Hebrew, there is a beautiful allusion to this transformative
quality of laughter, because the two idioms “black humor” (מרה
שחורה ) and “happy
thought” (הרהור שמח )
have the same exact letters!
On seven out of every nineteen years (this year, 5768, is such a year),
we have two months of Adar on our calendar. The second Adar is in many
respects like a second copy of the first Adar as it shares much of the
same spiritual essence. Thus, laughter is not only transformative, it
is indeed overflowing. Laughter is the only one of the 12 senses that
can last an entire 60 days! So on years like the present, we have 60
days of laughter at the end of the year.3
What is the significance of the number 60? With respect to many laws
regarding quantities (particularly dietary laws), the Torah prescribes
that a 60:1 ratio is a nullifying ratio. Likewise, 60 days of laughter
have the power to nullify and sweeten any bitter taste leftover in our
mouths from the preceding year.
Of monkeys and elephants
The letter with which the month of Adar was created is ק pronounced kof.
The literal meaning of the word kof in Hebrew is “monkey.” This
presents us with another beautiful connection between the month of Adar
and laughter. The monkey is without a doubt one of the most entertaining
animals and one of the few animals capable of actually smiling and laughing.
The Ba’al Shem Tov once related that the snake strikes fear because it
was created from the essence of fear. Likewise, based on this relationship
between the monkey and the month of Adar, we can say that the monkey
makes us laugh because it was created from the essence of laughter. Chassidic
teachings make use of a parable describing a king whose melancholy spirit
is lifted by the novelty of a speaking bird. We may surmise that what
is uplifting about the bird is its novelty, but as soon as the novelty
wears off, so does the birds ability to lift the king’s spirit. But,
a monkey is able to amuse again and again because its essence is one
of laughter.
But, the word kof in Hebrew has a second meaning: “the eye of
a needle.” This second meaning ties our monkey with another wonderful
and strange animal: the elephant. In their lengthy discussion of dreams
in the ninth chapter of the tractate of Berachot, the sages4 provide
us with what seems like a very strange example of something that a person
cannot spontaneously see in a dream: an elephant being threaded through
the eye of a needle. First the elephant’s trunk is threaded through the
eyelet, then his head, followed by his entire huge body. What a strange
thing to imagine. How strange it would be to have such a dream! But,
it is entirely possible that if a person concentrates on this strange
image during the day, he may come to dream about it at night.
All things great
How can we understand such an absurd image? Everything that the sages
say has some meaning though this meaning is not always easy to understand.
In this particular case we first have to know what the elephant represents.
There is a beautiful midrash that we discuss from time to time
called Perek Shirah (usually translated as “The Song of Creation”).
This midrash was written by Kind David after he finished writing
Psalms and documents the various parts of nature, like the sky, the earth,
the ocean, rivers, etc. and different animals and the song that they
continually sing in praise of the Creator. The song of each creature
describes its essence. Perek Shirah also describes the song
of the elephant, which is: “How great Your actions are, God!”5 The
elephant is the biggest (or greatest) animal (on land) and this is a
very fitting verse for it.
But, the elephant’s song reflects something deeper. There is another,
very similar verse, “How multitudinous your actions are, God!”6 This
verse helps us focus on the elephant’s verse. That God acts in a multitude
of ways this depicts His quantitative greatness. But, a “great” act is
characterized as wondrous and surprising (like the elephant itself)—it
is great in the qualitative sense. The great acts of God reveal some
deep thought, as indeed the end of the elephant’s verse hints: “…How
deep are Your thoughts.” Regarding another instance of the word “great,”
in the verse enumerating the sefirot,7 the
sages explain that it refers to the act of Creation itself. Thus, God’s
greatness—God’s great acts that are the essence of what the elephant
represents—is identified by the sages as His infinite capacity for creation
that turns the nothingness into somethingness.
And small…
Now let us go back and reinterpret the image of an elephant being threaded
through the eye of a needle. Now that we know that the elephant represents
God’s infinity revealed in His power of creation, it follows that the
tiny eye of the needle represents God’s finite aspect. Threading the
elephant through the eyelet therefore represents the embodiment of God’s
infinity within His finite aspect. This is exactly what our world is:
the enclothed reality of God’s infinity within finite physical objects.
That people do not see such images in their dreams indicates that realizing
this about our reality is so beyond the normal capacity of our minds
that even when dreaming the impossible, this does not appear. Indeed,
Chassidic teachings maintain that were a person to fully grasp how he
is being created at this very moment something from nothing, that person
would immediately return to nothingness. Nonetheless, by meditating on
the image of the elephant being threaded through the eye of the needle,
we can certainly come to the verge of grasping the reality of God’s infinity
embodying into the limited reality of our physical world—eventually the
image may even appear in our dreams.
The notion of the needle’s eye representing a miniscule, infinitely small
passageway, through which reality is infused, is not foreign to modern
physics. Indeed, in modern physics, many elementary particles are considered
to fluctuate into and out of reality at every moment. Elementary particles
are formed from the vacuum of space and then return into it a fleeting
moment later. One has only to imagine that the same is true not only
at the microscopic level but at the macroscopic level as well. This is
the major tenet of Jewish mystical thought about creation: everything,
from the smallest sub-atomic particle, to the biggest elephant, is continually
moving back and forth from existence to non-existence. In this sense,
the eye of the needle is not only the passageway but the essential residue
which is always left over and from which everything returns into reality.
The essential residue of a human being from which he or she will be recreated
in the resurrection of the dead is called the “bone of luez.”
Amazingly, in Hebrew the “bone of luez” (עצם
הלוז )
and “the eye of the needle“ (קוף המחט )
have the exact same numerical value, 248, which is also the numerical
value of Abraham (אברהם ).8
“Who can dictate to Him what He should do?”
Chassidic philosophy speaks a great deal about the infinite and finite
aspects of the Almighty and the interplay between them. One of the most
important conclusions is that the finite aspect of God, including our
own limited physical reality, are dependent on God’s infinite aspect.
How so? God’s infinite aspect is what makes it possible for Him to reveal
His finite aspect in the first place, for thanks to God’s omnipotence
He is capable of carrying the paradox of a reality that is at one and
the same time “outside of Him” yet “part of Him.” The most famous phrasing
of this paradox is in the form of a question: “Can God create a stone
that He cannot lift?” The answer is a paradoxical “yes!” Paradoxical
to us, but consistent within God’s infinite aspect where the two sides
of a paradoxical statement can co-exist simultaneously without nullifying
each other.
Carrying this conclusion over to the elephant and the eye of the needle,
it follows that the very existence of the eye of the needle, which represents
God’s finite aspect, originates in the elephant, which represents His
infinite aspect. It is as if the elephant creates the eye of the needle
and then jumps through it! But the elephant does not emerge from the
other side. In other words, on our side of the cosmic needle’s eye, we
are not openly aware of God’s infinite aspect. Everything on our side
of the needle’s eye seems very limited and very well behaved, fitting
within the confines of nature’s laws (no elephants jumping through the
eyes of a needle on this end!). This is so because the moment that the
infinite aspect enters within the finite realm, it is concealed by the
limited capacity of the finite realm.9 Still,
this is why the image of the elephant threaded through the eye of the
needle (and not emerging on the other side) is so powerful. If one cannot
come to dream this image, one can at least understand what it means and
imagine it in the mind’s eye. Imagining such images and their symbolic
meaning facilitates the heart’s being able to grasp that though God’s
infinite aspect (the elephant) cannot be seen in a revealed manner in
our physical realm, it is nonetheless present and not only present, but
continually recreating our space. The heart then begins to experience
God’s true and total omnipresence within and around everything.
A good sense of humor and a lot of laughter are needed to discuss these
topics using such seemingly absurd imagery, yet this is exactly the gift
that the month of Adar gives us. The month of Adar’s joy originates in
our ability to transcend the contraction (or, the concealment) of God’s
infinite Presence and to see that everything is indeed within His total
Providence.
3. More in depth,
the replication of laughter and its playful nature over two months
is alluded to in a very important pair of verses describing the role
of the Torah before the world was created: “I [the Torah] was entertainment
for two days, providing Him with recreation at all times. Recreation
for the earth, and entertainment for men” (Proverbs 8:30-1). The
word recreation, משחקת ,
appears twice in these verses, symbolizing the double extension of
laughter and joy of the first and second Adar. Following the verses,
the first recreation—the recreation corresponding to the month of
first Adar—is considered loftier and more Divine (“providing Him
with recreation”), thus the laughter of first Adar is higher. The
second recreation is for men, implying that the laughter of second
Adar is more mundane and reveals in our human realm the higher enjoyment
and joy of the Almighty.
8. See in length our
series on 248 Elementary Particles. Indeed, as explained there, all
of reality is considered to have been created through this number
248, which is hinted in the verse beginning the second account of
creation. We have now found that this number also equals “the eye
of the needle” and “the bone of luez.”
9. In Chassidut this
is called the “source entering the space of the light,” the source
being God’s absolute infinite aspect (the ultimate source of His
finite aspect) and the space of the light being the finite realm,
represented by the eye of the needle.